Jays Journey!

So last night after writing my last entry It made me think about the sacrifices I’ve made for the sake of others. It made me very upset and I cried because I couldn’t call my mom and talk to her about it. It’s okay to be sad or even cry but never allow it to put you in a dark space. It’s refreshing to cry and let go of the pain and hurt you feel inside. Growing up I used to hold in everything and by the time I was ready to talk about it, too much time had past by. Honestly, if something or someone makes you feel away about anything, I feel you should talk about it right then. Whelp, let me continue why I chose to still be in a friendship that was one sided. I stopped talking to her for a couple of months and during this time of not talking to her I found myself to be at peace. I started writing and sending out my morning messages but then she hit me up. I was hesitant to respond because deep down I knew she needed me in some way. I had mixed emotions because I cared about her and

I know its been forever since I’ve written anything. As it may be life always has a way of shaking things up. I won’t try to squeeze everything that has been going on into one post. However, I will give you the most valuable lessons that I’ve learned in over the last year or so. The one most important lesson I had to learn (yet again) is never to lose yourself in some who isn’t worth it. Well you should never lose yourself for anybody, but you know that great emotion (LOVE) will have you doing cartwheels, jumping out of planes etc.  lol. I’m sure you get the idea! People’s biggest fear is that they will never find anyone to love them or if they fall in love they’ll get hurt. There is always a possibility of getting hurt when you give your heart to someone but what are the chances of giving it to someone who doesn’t deserve it. In my opinion 7 times of 10 is the likely hood of giving your heart to the wrong person. My question, now is once you’ve been hurt do you shutdown out of fe