Jays Journey!

He came back the same day, I guess he needed to get a change of clothes and take a shower. I really didn't expect to see him that day. He came in and washed his hands and went to pick up the baby. She actually started crying when he picked her and he couldn't understand why she was crying. I told him that she was hungry and that he could feed her if he wanted to. I warmed the bottle and gave it to him to feed her. My mother went over to him and showed him how to fix the blanket and showed him how to hold her head. He told her he knew what he was doing and he appreciated it. I seen the frustration in his eyes and I told him that she's just trying to help. He gave me the look like, he's not saying anything because she's my mother. He went into the room and decided to feed her in there instead in the living room with everyone else. I heard her crying and went to go check on why. He said she'd finished her milk and he tried burping her but she wasn't having it.

I've been gone for along time, and believe me it wasn't done purposely. However I am determined to continue this blog and other things I have going on. From this point on I will try and post at least 2 blogs a week so that I will not fall so behind on the story that I have originally started. Thank for all your support and I appreciate all the comments. Lets get it in folks. I will not drag on the whole pregnancy part but will keep it going so that you can follow from where I left off.   He went with me to most of the doctor's appointment and I was happy that he was able to be there. However, he was there but his heart didn't seem like he was in it. I couldn't understand why he said he wanted to be with me but his mind and heart seem to be with somewhere else or with someone else. I remember the day I went into labor like it was yesterday. He was already at the house because I called him that morning when I came in from the doctor. She had told me that I was 2 cm,