Jays Journey!

I was going to be a mother and I was not prepared for it. The last thing I wanted to do was have a child while living at home with my parents. I didn’t tell him let him know that I was going to get my first sonogram done in a couple of weeks. I was to mad at him to let him be apart of anything I  was doing. I was a cranky Bitch and didn’t care who didn’t like it. His daughter was in town for the summer and guess who was keeping her while he was working in New Jersey. I was keeping her at my mother’s house while he worked. I didn’t mind I loved the little girl the moment I seen her. When he went to go get her from Atlanta I didn’t really know what to expect. I already knew he had a child and I accept that much but she wasn’t in the same state. I didn’t have to deal with the baby mama issues or anything. I was very relieved that I didn’t but I wanted him to stay in his daughters life. Anyway, when he got back he was so pissed off at his daughter’s mother. She sent her baby clothes in a g

He said he loved me and I felt like a little girl who just got her first training bra..lol I felt special because I knew that he really did love me. However I turned things up a notch and became even meaner than I was before. He was still sticking around and at this point he was like he was immune to the drama I tried to stir up in our relationship. We weren't having sex and I of course was not a virgin. So I knew it had to be love because I don’t know a man who would stick around and he’s not getting any action. Don’t get me wrong I will say one thing we were some what intimate but I was on the receiving end of things. I do remember one night we were the only ones up (so we thought) and he decided that he wanted to be nasty and give me some oral sex. I happily obliged and didn’t put up an argument at all..lol Anyway,during our little session my sister walked in on us. I didn’t know she was even staring at us until I looked up and seen her looking at her. Her facial expression on h