The conclusion to the jump off!

Again this post may not be something that you want to read. So if you have a problem with my openness then please does not continue reading. I have said this countless times to avoid anyone being offended. So on that notes you've been warned.

So she decided she wanted to leave and I was like fine we can go to my house and play cards or something. She stormed out of Barnacles and got in her car and sped off. She sped off so fast that we could hear her driving down the block. We got in the car and my friend decided to speed after her and I asked him what his problem was and he never answered. (So you know I'm pissed off to the max) We arrived at my house and she was already there when we got there. She was packing her stuff in her bag and I still wanted to know what her issue was about. She said that he was the guy she had been talking about this whole time. My face became so hot and I instantly went from 3 to a 10. (My nerves where terrible and this bitch was about to get hit) My friend (the dude I was sleeping with) came upstairs and asked her to come outside to talk to him. (I was in my bedroom but could hear them talking) She was telling him that she had nothing to talk about and he pleaded with her to come downstairs. My mouth was about to get real ruthless. I asked her was this the reason she had an attitude and she was like yeah. I asked her why she didn’t tell me that she had still been messing with him. She just looked at me like she was stupid and I told her to get the fuck out my house. I called her a stupid bitch and I threw her shit out the door. My other friend told me to chill and not to treat her like that because it wasn't her fault that he was playing with the both of us. I wasn't listening to him and I decided to go outside and talk to both of them together. I slammed my door after she went out and that does when all hell broke lose. I was in my apartment and I could hear them yelling at each other. I went downstairs and told them both to take that shit somewhere else. She was crying and he just looked stupid. She told him to get out of her car and that she hated him but he refused and kept talking to her. My other friend ( I'll call him my big bro, because that's what he was to me) asked to talk to me because by now I was screaming at them because they were ignoring me. He said he wanted to tell me that they weren't together anymore but she still had strong feelings for him. He told me that she was pregnant by him and he asked her to get an abortion. That was a blow to my heart because I knew what it felt like to love someone who didn't have the same love for you. I still didn't feel sorry for her but empathized with her because of her having an abortion for a man only for him to be with the next chick is hard to swallow for anyone. I told him that she didn't deserve that but I felt betrayed as a friend. I allowed her in my circle and she wanted nothing more than to find out if I was fucking her man. (Well ex) He eventually got out the car and she sped off. I was about to go back in the house and he asked to talk to me. I told him that he really didn't want to talk to me because I was pissed off with him. He wanted to explain what happened and he wanted me to know that he was not with her. I told him that I wasn't feeling him and I asked him did he remember what I had said to him when we first met. Of course he played dumb and said he didn't remember. I kindly reminded his ass that I told him that I wasn't into games and he knew if I found out he was dealing with someone else that I was going to go ham on his ass. He started apologizing to me and told me that he wanted to remain friends. Blah blah. I wasn't listening I just wanted him to get the hell out my face. He left and I told him that we didn't need to be friends with a liar and cheat. He left and I was mad because I still had to see this guy every day at work. (Don’t mix business with pleasure it could end ugly)

The very next day I got a message and call from her apologizing to me for acting up. She told me she valued our relationship and didn't want to lose a good friend. (This girl didn't even have a sexy bone in her body until I took her under my wing) I wasn't hearing her and didn't return any of her calls. I do remember going shopping and finding a shirt that said "The Rumors Are True". (I wanted her to ask me if that shirt was for her but she never did..Lol)  I made sure I wore it to work and of course she read it and so did he. All I could do is laugh and give him the middle finger as he read it. I could go on forever with this story but I won’t because I eventually did hook back up with my jump off (after a year of not speaking). I left that job so working and playing at the same place was no longer an issue. He was just that my jump and a very good jump off at that. If you want to know if we still keep in contact... Mm the answer is yes but there is no sex involved....lol well maybe only because I moved back to New York last year. However he has tried to reach out since I've been back in Georgia. I've been tempted but I don’t want to fall back into my old habits with him. As great as it is and I know for sure I won’t be disappointed. It’s not worth my heart getting caught up with him again. Until next time...

Before I forget to tell you guys what he did to me before I left for New York. He came over to my apartment and asked me not to leave. I asked him to give me a good reason to stay he said that he wanted a relationship. I didn't believe him at all because that was never our thing. After leaving Georgia he sent me a text and that said he LOVES ME... I was like what the hell. Delete Delete Delete ain't nobody got time for that...lol. Men they play to many mind games and you can get caught up if you’re not careful.