My Love for Writing!

So today is one of those days that I really don't know what I want to write about. This rarely happens to me because I always have something to write about. Well I have many mixed emotions about my life right now and the direction I see it going. I'm happy I finally have a job. Not what I wanted but grateful to have one. I guess this post maybe one that I talk about a little of everything that's going on. Here it goes

Now I wanted to get the job with corrections so bad that I didn't realize that when I filled out the application I hadn't put that I smoked weed before (yes, we all have a past) and on the hiring packet I put that I tried it a couple of times way back when I was younger. So guess who got a letter in the mail saying that my application didn't match up with the hiring packet. Yup stupid me, I was sick just looking at the letter. I couldn't believe that I did that. I wasn't trying to hide anything but I also don't remember what I put on the initial application. I honestly applied for the job just because they were hiring. (Desperate times calls for desperate measured) Did I think after I filled it out that I could be a potential candidate? Don't get me wrong I know that I have the skills for any job I apply for but I didn't think I works be called back for this one. Anyway you get the point I'm trying to make. I'll take it as this, when one door closes another one opens. Well I'll keep waiting for the other one to open. (Hopefully soon)

I'm also in limbo about my books right now. Yes, I have two books right now that I would love for you folk to read. If you like what I write in my blog then you'll love my books. It’s a book of poetry and a fiction book. However the fiction book is in my opinion a realistic fiction book. I promise you that you will know or be one the characters in my book. Although it’s not something that has happened to me personally it has happened to people in this world period. I could give you a little taste of some of it from one of the chapters and you can tell me what you think. Now I can’t put any of my poetry up, even though I want to so bad. However, once I've copyright all of my work, you all will be the first to see some of it. I have a lot of supporters that are pushing for me to go ahead and get things started. It’s easier said than done and at this point if I can get at least one of my books out before the end of the year I will be happy. Okay here's a little sneak peak of the book

He licked her nipple and she let out a soft moan and turned around so that she could face him. Sherri started kissing his nipples and went down to suck his dick. He came quick and stood her up after he came and bent her over and took it from the behind. They washed up and Kevin got out of the shower. Sherri stayed in the shower to wash up once more. After getting out of the shower she grabbed her towel and wrapped it around her body and went out into the bedroom. Sherri noticed that Kevin wasn't in the room and neither were his clothes. He came in the room with a beer in his hand. He was fully dress with his shoes on and ready to go. She asked him why he was dressed and where was he going. Kevin told her that he needed to meet up with his friend Andre because it was his birthday today. He said that they were all going to meet up at Sugar Hill Nightclub. Sherri felt nasty and used because he knew that it was her birthday and she went out of her way to make sure he felt special. It was her birthday and he didn't care that he was hurting her feelings. She expected him to stay over or at least cuddle with her afterwards. She thought the least he could've done was ask if she wanted to go out with him. Sherri asked him if he was in love with her because she was finding herself falling in love with him. Kevin told her that he cared deeply for her but that he was not ready for a serious relationship. She wanted to cry but held the tears in because she didn't want to give him the satisfaction of seeing her cry. She told him to go to the club and not to worry about her. She assured him that she was fine with him going. She walked him to the door and he kissed her on the forehead. Kevin saw that Sherri was disappointed but knew that he couldn't stay over. He said he would call her soon and she closed the door behind him. Sherri ran into her room and jumped in the bed and pulled the covers over her face. She took a pillow and put it over her mouth so that her neighbors wouldn't hear the scream

I know it’s not much but I can’t give away too much of the story line. I'm sure you get that Kevin isn't the man Sherri thanks he is. On that note I think that is what I will work on right now. I have to get my book together and ready for publishing. I actually do have one of my poems that had to copyright in order to enter this contest. Check this one out! I wrote this back in '99 but my writing has evolved so much more than back then 

From my heart to your heart

Our love has grown from the moment you planted your seed into it

 A heart that was once torn to pieces

You showed my heart love and cared for it each and everyday

Even when you thought it was no sense of trying again

You have opened up a part of me that I didn't believe existed

You've shown me that it was okay to love and hurt all at the same time

Because of the power of your love in your heart that you had for my heart

We share a connection that sometime seems to lose it signal but with

God as the head our life that connection can never be lost, you know me inside and out

My faults and my success has a lot to do with you

You make me stronger as each day goes by

The twinkle in your eyes make my heart that much bigger

The sound of your voice which echo’s in my mind even when you’re not there

Tells me that there’s no love stronger than the one we've built together

I thank you and love you from the bottom of my heart and soul

Let our love grow strong

From my heart to your heart