Dont throw the rock and hide!
These walls are real and continually building with each rock thrown. They
constantly throw rocks but yet they hide who they are. They hide the truth with
falsifying every word that comes out of their mouths. Who are they? Who are they
trying to impress? Wait they week call themselves your friend, they call
themselves your family, but still they throw these rocks to hurt you. Huh, you
may not understand because you thought they loved you. The power of the tongue
is just like being slashed with a sword. So they still throw rocks after you've
cried out in pain. Who can you trust anymore. Is it her, is it him, just look in
the mirror and see that's the only person you can trust is you.
I will not say that this is always the case but in some instances it is.
I've been in the place before where I was lied to and cheated on. How did I survive it all, you may ask me. By building walls to prevent anyone from getting close. My question to myself has always been "when do you let them down?" Afraid of rejection maybe?, uncomfortable with my own flaws at times (we all have them). I can admit that I'm not perfect but can you?. Can you dig deep down within yourself and say maybe it's not him/her but maybe it's me. Now does it make it right that we constantly have to deal with people throwing shade, putting subliminal messages out there instead of being forward. Hell no it doesn't make it right at all. You sometimes have to be the bigger person because other people will be sarcastic, tell lies, and even befriend you. Use your better judgment when it comes to who you allow in your circle. If you keep feeling pain and you don't know why. It may just be that someone throwing rocks to hurt you.
Now I didn't pinpoint one specific incident because I wanted this post to touch on recognizing your faults as well as when your being hurt. You don't build walls as I have because it always takes a strong strong person to chisel the first hole before I let them down. Talk about it first and if that doesn't work then send there assess packing.
Late night thought... So I had to write what I was feeling. Hope you got something from it. Goodnight work in the am!
I will not say that this is always the case but in some instances it is.
I've been in the place before where I was lied to and cheated on. How did I survive it all, you may ask me. By building walls to prevent anyone from getting close. My question to myself has always been "when do you let them down?" Afraid of rejection maybe?, uncomfortable with my own flaws at times (we all have them). I can admit that I'm not perfect but can you?. Can you dig deep down within yourself and say maybe it's not him/her but maybe it's me. Now does it make it right that we constantly have to deal with people throwing shade, putting subliminal messages out there instead of being forward. Hell no it doesn't make it right at all. You sometimes have to be the bigger person because other people will be sarcastic, tell lies, and even befriend you. Use your better judgment when it comes to who you allow in your circle. If you keep feeling pain and you don't know why. It may just be that someone throwing rocks to hurt you.
Now I didn't pinpoint one specific incident because I wanted this post to touch on recognizing your faults as well as when your being hurt. You don't build walls as I have because it always takes a strong strong person to chisel the first hole before I let them down. Talk about it first and if that doesn't work then send there assess packing.
Late night thought... So I had to write what I was feeling. Hope you got something from it. Goodnight work in the am!
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