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So let me tell you what I have going on and why I haven't updated my post. First I do apologize to my readers because I'm normally on it every other day. However, as I stated before I am working now and my schedule is absolutely crazy. Which means that my post will not be as often as I like it to be? I promise you that I will keep you updated with everything that is going on. The last post I put up was about doing throw the rock and hide. I honestly haven't even read what I wrote because I think I was sleep writing...Lol If there is such thing because I was half asleep but felt the need to write so I did just that. Anyway I do have a little of what's been going on with me. Let’s see....

So I got a call from Mr. Annoying R, he tried to go off on me about not giving him some quality time. Well excuse the hell out of me, the last time I checked you where not my man and I sure enough didn't plan on making you my man...lol As harsh as that may sound he's still the same as I when I started to get annoyed with him. He thinks because he changed (don't know in what way) that I am supposed to hop on it. I didn't give it any serious thoughts as to why he still feels for me like he does. I swear when I think about Sagittarius men I just want to run far away. I mean my daughter’s father is Sag, my Mr. Right, wrong man is Sag, and the annoying R is Sag. So what does that tell me, it tells me that I need to stay the hell away from them? Oh yeah Mr. Nice guy is a damn sag too. I swear I can’t get away from them. I will however say they are some great lovers but not compatible when it comes to relationships. I'm used to it and I know what I'm getting when I deal with one. I honestly try not to let that determine my view on the man but some of the sag character traits reveal themselves all the time. (I'm just saying) Mr. NCM (no confidence man) has been really trying to see me but I haven't made any time for him because he said he wanted to be friends. Friends don't get the benefits that he's wanting and he's now feeling the repercussions of his decision. I don't feel bad and I won’t give into what he wants. I don't want to sound harsh like I just don't have a heart because I do. I just know what I don't want to do and that's settle for mediocre. Okay, Enough about the crazy men that I keep running into. I'm focused on my work and I'm thinking about going back to school in January. The major I will be taking is Psychology/ Social Work. I really love how peoples’ minds work and to be able to learn why people do the things they do peaks my interest. I'm not just trying to have someone sit on a couch and pour their hearts out to me. I want to be hands on in helping them to repair what is broken in their lives. I think this will also help me out in the long run with my own issues that I've had in my life...

Okay, like I said my schedule has been crazy and I've been up since 5:30 am and I am exhausted. So with that said you want me to write about something specific then give me your suggestions. Thank you again for your support and please feel free to let me know what you want to hear about. I'm sure I have some experience to talk about in any subject. Don't be afraid to leave a topic because I will not mention who you are unless you want me to do that.

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