Undecided Waters

I Know I normally don't share my poetry but I will start. It amazes me how God allows my mind to transform words on paper. I hope you enjoy

His energy is like lightning and she's been struck by its surging power
She's stuck in a trance not knowing which way to turn
how can she break free?
Does she want to break free!
Questions that cloud her judgment on what it is she really desire
is it
Friendship
Love
Sex
Spiritual
Wisdom
Concentrating on the very thought of what can and cannot be
The desires of her thoughts invades the space she had in her heart for real love
But again she stuck in his trance
Not wanting to break free
Not wanting to be hurt
But knowing that there's a chance that it may not be
Waiting for the sun (his voice) to shine so that she could see through the precipitation that had her mind and heart intertwined
Inspired by
His love
His strength
His spirit
But most of all his power
(His comeback)

Lightning has struck once again and now she stands still waiting on which direction to take
The Sun shines light
Given by what is greater than he
His strength, love and most of all his spirit is 
Given to him by what is greater he
It is not he but the greater that gives. 
Lightning a strike so she sees the greater in she!
Sun shines brighter 
lighting strikes harder
The greater gives her greatness in using me.

(My conclusion to his comeback)

Using him to fulfill the void that consumed her heart each day
knowing that it is the greater he that has brought him to her 
She sees the greatness that he has touched in his life
each day is a battle between the love and lust
Grateful for love without condition
Lightning strikes 
But the power behind it pierces through her soul
Fallen
But a hand reaches out to show her the way
His greatness shines through 
Her faith in him is restored as she finds her way
Written and copy written by A.E and T.S


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