I am human

I've been feeling like I've been at my breaking point but I know that God has the final say in all that I do. Hope you all enjoy!


How much can be thrown my way before I begin to break
Death
Sickness
Unemployment
Lost love
I pray but does that mean I cannot feel
Hurt
Anger
Resentment
Who should I direct these feelings toward?
Is it God?
Is it Man?
Who can explain to me why when I'm doing the right thing
All I keep getting is pushed back
When I scream
No one listens
When I cry
No one sees me
I am human, can you not see that too
My flesh is colored
My voice is different
My talents are that of my own given by God
But all of this does not change the mere fact that I'm looked at as
A provider, a leader, a woman of Christ
A mother, a sister
Super woman
Who me
I'm still trying to find my way
I'm still trying to understand why when I cry no one sees me or when I'm screaming
PLEASE HELP ME no one hears my plea
I am human
No weapon formed against me shall prosper
This too is a constant struggle
I'm dodging, ducking, shielding, and praying that I am not touched by this constant pain.
But I still feel it
I feel it when I'm hurting
I feel it when I'm crying
I feel it damn it
I AM HUMAN
My spirit goes through a daily struggle with my flesh
I wake up and pray
I go to work and I pray
Now do I believe what I pray?
You may say
And my answer is yes!
Yes I know God is my
Provider, Comforter, Friend and Father.
I'm not asking God why me
I'm saying to you that I am me
I'm human just like God made me
He gave me tears to cry
He gave me a voice to scream if I please
He gave me a heart much like yours
Except mine beats at its own rhythm
It is not made out of steel
It is made to beat and keep going even in the times I just want it to stop for just a minute
So that I can longer feel this pain
My flesh is weak but my spirit conquers all
Yes, my faith is strong
Yes, my will to live is even stronger
But I am

Still Human!!

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