My journey to Georgia Part 19
I sat there looking at the phone and asked her again, what the hell did she just say. She told me that she was his girlfriend and that they had been dating for the last 6 months. I was fuming and asked her where she met him and has she ever been around my daughter. She laughed (which pissed me off even more) and said that she has. She told me she was the one that brought my baby girl pink bike that she loved. I remember the day he brought the bike home like he had just brought it from the store. She knew my name where I lived because he has dropped the baby off with her in the car. I couldn't believe I knew nothing about this girl and she knew my whole life. I felt so betrayed and thought at anytime this girl could've killed me or hurt my baby, and I had no idea who she was. I asked her did she know his family, she told me that she has gone to family gatherings with him. I couldn't believe that I was so stupid and believed that he really wanted to start a family and live together. I told her that I was on my way over to his house. I also told her that I had just come from the doctor's getting an abortion. She agreed not to say anything to him until I got there. I was in so much pain at this point. I told my stepfather that I needed my money because I was taking a cab over to my daughters father house. He told me that I needed to stay home and take care of my baby girl. She was fine and I was ready to kill me somebody.
I got in the cab and called one of my best friends. I was screaming and crying. She told me to calm down and that I shouldn't be dealing with this right after my procedure. I didn't care I wanted to kill him and I couldn't believe he would do this to me. I knew he was kind of distant but I when I asked him, if he wanted to break up. He would cry and beg me to stay. I arrived at his house and knocked on the door. His sister let me right in and I walked into his room but before I could get in good. He stood up and asked me to go out in the hall so that we could talk. I asked him was he telling me that I wasn't allowed in his house. He kept saying please go out into the hallway so we can talk. I told him once I step over the thresh hold I was going to go in on his ass. He didn't seem worried until I was ushered out the door. I went off and made sure everyone knew his business. I called him every name imaginable. He looked at me and told me he was sorry for me finding out like this. I was screaming and holding my stomach at the same time. Every time I yelled I felt sharp pains in my stomach. His sister came out the apartment acting all concerned about me. She seemed confused and didn't understand why I was reacting the way I was. As far as she knew me and her brother broke up months ago. I told her where I had just came from and she was shock. She told me that I need to go home and that her brother was a fucking idiot. I heard her but I was still hurt and wanted to get at the girl. She told me that I shouldn't be mad at the girl only her brother. By the way he went back into the house with the other chick. He said he was sorry again, and said that he couldn't talk to me when I was mad. I was beyond mad at his dumb ass, I officially wanted to kill him and didn't care about the consequences. Someone had called the cops and he ran out the house and got in the girl car. I followed behind him and told him that he was dead to me and that he cant see our daughter again. I looked over by his window and notice the chick was staring right at me. I asked her, what the hell she was looking at and to get her ugly ass out the window ( I can remember it like it was yesterday). I asked his sister to call me a cab and called my cousin to ask for his gun. Yes, I've never felt so disrespected in my life and I was ready to take his life for it.
My cousin told me that he was at work and for me to chill. I told him that I wouldn't kill him, just hurt really bad where he would remember it was me that did it. He told me to go home and I told him that I had nothing else to say to him and hung up the phone. I called my best friend back and she told me get in a cab and go home. I looked over to my right because I heard a horn beeping and it was my daughters father waving at me to come and get in the car. I told that nucca he done bump his dam head, I couldn't believe this dude was trying to get me to go in the chick car that he was cheating on me with. I was tempted to go over there and kick her dam windows out. I told him to go fuck himself and he shook his head got in the car and drove off. I was hunched over in pain and needed to get home before I bled to death from all the stress I was going through. The cab finally pulled up and I got in and cried all the way home. It was the longest ride of my life.. to be cont..
I got in the cab and called one of my best friends. I was screaming and crying. She told me to calm down and that I shouldn't be dealing with this right after my procedure. I didn't care I wanted to kill him and I couldn't believe he would do this to me. I knew he was kind of distant but I when I asked him, if he wanted to break up. He would cry and beg me to stay. I arrived at his house and knocked on the door. His sister let me right in and I walked into his room but before I could get in good. He stood up and asked me to go out in the hall so that we could talk. I asked him was he telling me that I wasn't allowed in his house. He kept saying please go out into the hallway so we can talk. I told him once I step over the thresh hold I was going to go in on his ass. He didn't seem worried until I was ushered out the door. I went off and made sure everyone knew his business. I called him every name imaginable. He looked at me and told me he was sorry for me finding out like this. I was screaming and holding my stomach at the same time. Every time I yelled I felt sharp pains in my stomach. His sister came out the apartment acting all concerned about me. She seemed confused and didn't understand why I was reacting the way I was. As far as she knew me and her brother broke up months ago. I told her where I had just came from and she was shock. She told me that I need to go home and that her brother was a fucking idiot. I heard her but I was still hurt and wanted to get at the girl. She told me that I shouldn't be mad at the girl only her brother. By the way he went back into the house with the other chick. He said he was sorry again, and said that he couldn't talk to me when I was mad. I was beyond mad at his dumb ass, I officially wanted to kill him and didn't care about the consequences. Someone had called the cops and he ran out the house and got in the girl car. I followed behind him and told him that he was dead to me and that he cant see our daughter again. I looked over by his window and notice the chick was staring right at me. I asked her, what the hell she was looking at and to get her ugly ass out the window ( I can remember it like it was yesterday). I asked his sister to call me a cab and called my cousin to ask for his gun. Yes, I've never felt so disrespected in my life and I was ready to take his life for it.
My cousin told me that he was at work and for me to chill. I told him that I wouldn't kill him, just hurt really bad where he would remember it was me that did it. He told me to go home and I told him that I had nothing else to say to him and hung up the phone. I called my best friend back and she told me get in a cab and go home. I looked over to my right because I heard a horn beeping and it was my daughters father waving at me to come and get in the car. I told that nucca he done bump his dam head, I couldn't believe this dude was trying to get me to go in the chick car that he was cheating on me with. I was tempted to go over there and kick her dam windows out. I told him to go fuck himself and he shook his head got in the car and drove off. I was hunched over in pain and needed to get home before I bled to death from all the stress I was going through. The cab finally pulled up and I got in and cried all the way home. It was the longest ride of my life.. to be cont..
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