Still going strong

Its feels like forever since I’ve written anything and I know that my work schedule has a lot to do with it but I won’t make excuses and I will try and write as much as I can for now on.  My current situation is that I’m in the library to be able to connect to the internet so that I can write. So here are the latest events that have been going on in my life. Part 2

Work has been great and I’ve been getting the hours I want which means that I’m doing good. My baby girl has finally decided that she wants to try out for a sport and drama class. I know she will do well in drama because she is a drama queen. Not to mention her being a teenager is still hard because next year she will be going to high school. I’m really going to cry then and believe me I’m going to be on my game with them little dirty boys who try and talk to my baby. I’m not going to say that I don’t think she will not be into boys and that boys are not going to like her. I’m simply saying that she will not be able to have a boyfriend while in school. She can have a boy as a friend but there will be absolutely no dating. Her schooling is very important to me and she knows that I want only the best for her. Some may not agree to my logic when it comes to having boyfriends and dating but you have to look at this way; you raise your children to value life and to have respect for their bodies and they will. If you allow your children to be raised by the streets, pop stars, actresses or actors then when you lose control over what’s going with them, please don’t wonder why.  I am not a strict parent but I am a parent that loves her child and will die for her if I had too.  This world has no compassion and the way children are being kidnapped, abused, sold… etc. It’s scary and it breaks my heart to see that not many people care what’s going on.  Can you imagine how many children go missing everyday and who’s really trying to find them? I believe a parent’s worst nightmare is for something to happen to their child and then they can’t do anything. No one likes to feel helpless in a situation like that.

Still no love life over here…lol but I actually came to grips with just allowing God to do what he does best and that is send my soul mate in his timing. I’m taking care of business and I really don’t have time to be worried about if someone is interested in me. I’m sure their out there but right now my focus is getting things done. I still need to work on getting at least one of my books published by my birthday which is coming up soon. I’m a summer baby and I can’t wait because I’ve been on a mission to continue on my journey with my weight loss and no meat. It’s been six month and I still going strong with no urges of eating it either. Wait before I forget to tell you guys, I had the most awkward thing happen to me at work one day. I’m still getting use to working on different routes they have me on,I still have to receive help from my other coworkers. So one day I was getting my mail for my route and one of the male coworkers came over and started to talk to me and out of know where this female coworker came over to talk to me.They both started talking about how I’m their baby and that they are going to take care of me. I was just staring at them both like what the heck is going on and wondered were they really arguing about who’s baby I was..lol I then had to ask them if they knew how old I was and the female coworker looked at me and said that I couldn’t be older than her baby girl. She told me that I looked like I was 25 years old. I laughed at her and told her I didn’t remember what 25 looked like and I told her my age. She was shocked and said that I was absolutely beautiful. I didn’t know how to take that so I said thank you and walked away. I couldn’t believe that I was being hit on by both my coworkers. I ‘m no fool and I know that I will not mix business with pleasure. I tried that before and it was an epic fail!! So nope won’t be dating anyone at my job and I don’t care how good they are. I will flirt though and that’s only because I can’t help it at times…lol

In case you’re wondering I haven’t spoken to him at all but I did speak to his mother who informed me that he’s sorry that things are no longer like they were with us before. It’s his lost and I’m glad that I finally got what I needed from him and that was closure. I didn’t ask her anything else about what they talked about because it’s really not my business and I don’t want to break that trust between a mother and son.  Do I ever think we can try and be friends in the future… hmm not really but I don’t think I’m wrong for feeling that way either.

My progress from Sept 2013 until April 2014 

Until next time…