Jays Journey!

I’m learning more and more about the people I attract in my life and why I attract them in my life. The last two years I’ve come across some really good and bad people but I always wonder their purpose.  My decision to move back to Georgia from NY was because I didn’t feel I was at home and my mom was gone. My purpose was served for the time I spent home in NY the moment my mother was placed on the ground.  I was unhappy and I needed to find the serenity that I had when I move to Georgia the first time. Once I got back I had to start building my life all over again, that meant I had to find a job, new acquaintances etc. Since I didn’t really get out much because the lack of being motivated and unemployed I turned to social networking.  You can really narrow down who you want to talk to, meet up with or build something with. Well, my experiences have been good and bad.  I will give you a few experiences I’ve had and are still having.  Many are ashamed that they ...

I don’t even know where to begin but when I say life has been kicking me in the butt.. smh I always feel incomplete when I stop writing but sometimes you have to regroup and come back stronger. I’ve been fighting with my emotions on my break up with my ex who I truly loved but things didn’t work out. I was the reason for the breakup and I think at some point I couldn’t forgive myself for letting her go. I even tried to mend a friendship again but the hurt was still there and I believe she hadn’t forgiven me for hurting her. I understand the hurt that I caused and I don’t blame her for it not working out. My reason for talking about my breakup is that I learned that when you go through so many bad relationships you don’t realize what a good one is suppose to be. Although, distance played a huge part in my decision in the breakup, the love I had for her was real. The saying goes “you don’t miss a good thing until it’s gone”. Well I know this to be true because I missed the hell out of h...