Jays Journey!

I was going to be a mother and I was not prepared for it. The last thing I wanted to do was have a child while living at home with my parents. I didn’t tell him let him know that I was going to get my first sonogram done in a couple of weeks. I was to mad at him to let him be apart of anything I  was doing. I was a cranky Bitch and didn’t care who didn’t like it. His daughter was in town for the summer and guess who was keeping her while he was working in New Jersey. I was keeping her at my mother’s house while he worked. I didn’t mind I loved the little girl the moment I seen her. When he went to go get her from Atlanta I didn’t really know what to expect. I already knew he had a child and I accept that much but she wasn’t in the same state. I didn’t have to deal with the baby mama issues or anything. I was very relieved that I didn’t but I wanted him to stay in his daughters life. Anyway, when he got back he was so pissed off at his daughter’s mother. She sent her baby cloth...

He said he loved me and I felt like a little girl who just got her first training bra..lol I felt special because I knew that he really did love me. However I turned things up a notch and became even meaner than I was before. He was still sticking around and at this point he was like he was immune to the drama I tried to stir up in our relationship. We weren't having sex and I of course was not a virgin. So I knew it had to be love because I don’t know a man who would stick around and he’s not getting any action. Don’t get me wrong I will say one thing we were some what intimate but I was on the receiving end of things. I do remember one night we were the only ones up (so we thought) and he decided that he wanted to be nasty and give me some oral sex. I happily obliged and didn’t put up an argument at all..lol Anyway,during our little session my sister walked in on us. I didn’t know she was even staring at us until I looked up and seen her looking at her. Her facial expression on h...