Pulling yourself back up!
Here we are over halfway through the year of 2022, and it just seems like we are still in 2021. It has been a long time since I have written anything about my journey. I can make excuse about how life got in the way of things, but I will not. It was simply because I did not do it. I am no longer going to make the excuse of life got in the way. So, on this Sunday morning I want to be open and honest about what has been happening to me. I have had a rough two years from work, family, relationships, and friends. I cannot put it all in this one blog, but I can give you what I can. Depression is what has held me in a dark place. I was fighting with my own self. I never wanted to give up on life because I knew I had people who depend on me. I was fighting for them and not myself, which put me into a deeper depression. I smiled, I cried, and I pushed away anyone who ever tried to love me. How can you give yourself to anyone when you feel lost? It's not hard for me to share my story beca