Jays Journey!

Day 2 of my fast, and I thought I was going to eat the coconut cake that was sitting in my refrigerator. I am mad that I can't eat, and it is going to go to waste. I was off work today and tried to sleep the hunger away. My sister had the nerve to wake up and make breakfast. Talk about the worst way to wake up, but the best way to wake up. Lol, I was supposed to go to church today, but I missed it again because I waited for the Misses to come home, and she was too tired to do anything. I did cook today, and it was great. I made some fried cauliflower, fried rice, and roasted potatoes. I think this fast will help me get back to my better eating habits. I used to cook all the time, but I got back to old eating habits. I still haven't touched meat, but I have been eating everything sweet and greasy. I have to work tomorrow, but I don't want to go. Would it be wrong to call out even though it would definitely put them in a bind. Well I wont do it but I promise you I may if I w...

Today starts the first day of my twelve-day fast. I can't eat from midnight thru 4 pm, but I can eat from 4 pm to 11:59. Talk about waking up and not being able to eat until 4 pm. Ugh, I am going to struggle with eating so late or not having coffee to keep up. We cant meat, which isn't a big deal because I'm a pescatarian. For anyone who doesn't know what that means, it means that I only seafood. I'm only able to drink water and real fruit juices. I did have a green machine (kale, spinach, carrots, and apples), and I tell you I was still hungry. Try being hungry, agitated, and not only that, I woke up to my cycle. Ugh, kill me now, and its only day one of the fast. I'm giving up my social media and dairy products. It going to be hard to give up my cheese, yall don't understand I love cheese. I went to church for the first time in an over a year. It felt so good to be in church, listening to the praise and worshipers sing. I love the message...

Well, I can't believe it's already 2020, and I'm glad to be able to do still what I love. Like, I mentioned in my other post, I've missed writing for my audience and myself. To continue where I left off. I am in a relationship and have been for almost a year. I must say this has been the most challenging part of my year. We met on a dating website, and we instantly connected. I found myself engulfed in her positive spirit. She's a truck driver for a company she now hates. She used to be over the road but now she drives locally. When she was over the road things between us were dam near perfect. We video chatted, texted continuously each other, and the calls lasted forever. I miss those times so much now. However, I gave her a warning, yes, I said advice. I told her, "Don't skip chapters in our relationship. In other words, don't fall so fast. People tend to allow their feelings to take control instead of allowing things to progress slowly. How can anyo...

Omg, it feels absolutely exhilarating to sit down and write again. It’s been sometime since I’ve taken the time out to release my thoughts out into the universe. I’ve missed it terribly; I can use the excuse that life has been preventing me from writing but that wouldn’t be the truth.   I lost myself when it came to my writing anything. I’ve been happy, sad and disappointed by so much that it held me from my true self. Whelp, not anymore, I’m feeling like a brand-new woman! Life has been good, let me fix that “it’s been an amazing”. 2019 has been so good to me that I really have no complaints. My career has really taken off. The last time I mentioned my job, I was a rural carrier (mail lady). Well now I am a supervisor and I manage the same employees, I once worked with. The transition wasn’t that hard. However, I did receive some negative energy from those who thought I shouldn’t have gotten the position. Hell, I even got back doored from the person who asked me if I was inter...